Bawl
I literally just sat at my workstation (which is open to the outside world) and bawled my eyes out for at least 15 minutes, and then I stopped and then I started crying again.
First because my mom posted this photo on facebook:
I just saw the joy in my sister’s eyes and I started crying ughhh I’m turning into a wuss but ya. I mean, look at that face!!! She can be 21 this year or even 30 or 50 but she will ALWAYS be my babysis.
I miss home so much. I really don’t know how I made the decision to do a PhD overseas. How. How did I ever reason it in my head that it would be ok to leave my family behind while I go scoot to a foreign land for 3 years (it has barely been ONE year)
And then a few minutes later I checked my email and Hieu sent me something and I started crying again!
This week has been so tough on me. I miss home and I miss having people to share my life with. It has been too long. I had a really rough day yesterday and I was laying in bed bawling my eyes out and for a second I really thought I was going to lose my mind. I really pray for better days ahead.
3 more work weeks to go before I fly back to germany to fly back to singapore. Can’t wait.
Hang in there amylia! The three weeks will pass by without u even noticing it (: my sis has been like u too, bawling her eyes out.. N i miss her so much too. ):
InsyaAllah ull be with ur loved ones soon! (:
haha that’s really sweet! your youngest sister or maisurah? where did she go! well ya it is really really hard being away from home.. there’s not a day that passes that I don’t think about home or feel sad that I’m away.
My youngest sis.. Shes in lucerne doing her deg.. Hehe btw ur days in kaust sound n look so magical! Wish tt we could change lives for awhile. Sg is getting too stuffy n expensive :S
Anw hope ur mom is doing fine now (:
Read ur earlier post abt her having to go tru surgery.. May u be back safely with ur loved ones soon.. (both in munich *ehem* (; n in sg)